Thought Id go over some past work before running off to put the laundry in the machine AND maybe buying a porn magazine for reference (Seriously…).
So this series was done last year in April. Cathy titled the project “Fear” and I really dislike the idea of being pregnant. This is the various stages of the fetus through pregnancy, done in Chinese ink on rice paper. 20 in all , each peice is 9 1/2 x 10 1/2 inches.
The next series was done again with Cathy, this time on childhood memories. When I was trying to learn “Cats Cradle” I continued to fail at it, getting to one point then getting stuck. I just really wanted to learn at the time, even now , sometimes, I will try to get past that point but I always fail. Chinese ink on Reeves paper 10 x 10inches roughly each.
This Diptych came from a sketch of a Tengu (Japanese mythological being). I came up with a story in my head about this captured beast and a young woman falling in love with this creature. Does it tear her to shreds? Does it love her back? Does it know what love is? Does it understand her? Many questions went though my mind of this strange relationship. It reminded me of how my girlfriend and I are seen by others, as she has transitioned and looks gorgeous (I guess people are jealous of me for having her?). Perhaps I understand this woman more than my peers did in my class, no one liked it , except for Cathy if I recall correctly. The second peice next to it, with the creature being absent, shows how maybe she imagined it. Sometimes I hear Elizabeth’s (My girlfriend) voice, but how can I when I am in Toronto and she is in little Bowmanville? So perhapse this woman’s longing for something “abnormal” or “new” made her dream up this creature (which personally I think is awsome by the way). Also Chinese ink on paper, and tissue paper. 18 by 20? I think.
I am currently trying to work on this series. I am attempting to depict the stages of transition for FTM, but simplified. The last one is ment to be a post-op chest or Male chest, I have not decided what of those two yet.
Charcoal/pastel +oil. on NO idea what size canvases (their at the studio).
Very graphic depiction of what I refer to as ” misconceptions of Sexual reassignment surgery”.
That’s pritty much all it is, to me, but I guess it could be about feminism as well.
Acrylic on 18x 18 inch canvas, with collage.
Last one for tonight- Remember. This was done last year in October in remembrance of those who died. All of the subjects are trans or went outside of gender roles in some way or form, subjected to hate crimes. Remember Our Dead was my refrence for this series of portraits done in acrylic. 20- 4×4 inch canvases. I am deciding still if I should do more or not. I think my goal would be to do a whole wall of them.
Anyhow I hope those of you who check out my blog enjoyed that. I’m off to do laundry, (yey) and make tea. Hope your night is well.